My Last Chance To See You Before You Leave to heaven

Leaving you behind is so hard,
Taking a breath and walking away,
Tears streaming down my face as I start to walk faster,
But it doesn’t help,
I turned around and started to run to you,
We hug for a real long time and cry with each other,
Now we are leaving each other forever,
You go to heaven and I stay on earth,
I am waiting for my turn to heaven,
I hope it will be soon for I miss you already,
Your birthday was last week and I couldn’t call you and wish you happy birthday because you aren’t
here in Town,
You are in heaven,
So wait for me and everyone else because we will be there in some odd years,
It maybe 30 years but still wait because I will wait for then too ,
Leaving you behind is so hard.

A Kindred Prayer

Keep me safe from the elements that draw against me.
The Beast, The Hunger and most of all myself.
Hear me when I call the others,
that I may never be left alone in this breathing world.
Yet, keep my safe from those of my kind.
From those who oppose me.
From the Elders.
From those to know me.

Let me be unknown to the mortal world.
That I may never again have to face the torches of another inquisition.
Help me find things in this vast and plentiful world to keep my sanity.
Help me to live for each day, and dwell not in the past.
For that is surely a doorway for Madness.

Bring them to me,
So that I may feed.
And take only what I need.
To uphold The Masquerade.

Give me a fair and noble Prince.
And a vast and plentiful city.

Keep cruelty from my heart,
And passion in my soul.

Keep this hunters mind sharp.
The eternal predator I shall always be.
Help me to love my place in this world,
and revel in my unique power.
Allow me to be the killer I must be.
Without remorse.

Help me to see through the lies.

Teach me Caine's wisdom.

Let the blood be rich,
and thick,
and young,
and pure.

Let me reach Golconda.

Let me be strong.

But most of all,
Let me be.

I am

Endless
A darkened soul,
An endless plight.
To make my wrongs
Turn into rights.

Forgiveness
Without the pain,
It is not real.
Without the hurt,
One does not feel.

Change
With your soul,
You must pay.
For all eternity
To stay this way.

Wanting
This is the gold,
That you must give.
And for all of time,
You shall live.

Desire
It drives your soul.
Consumes your heart.
And from The Beast,
You'll never part.

Watching
In the shadows,
I sit alone.
I hear you heart
an endless drone.

Sorrow
The woeful wrongs
I do commit.
As on the brink
Of death I sit.

Alone
Surrounded by mortals,
Who call me "friend".
And yet, my needs
They cannot comprehend.

Love
A cold dead heart,
Is what I trust.
And only for
The blood I lust.

Detached
I silently watch,
Time pass by.
And for their deaths,
I do not cry.

A Hunter
I watch my humanity
slip away.
Yet nothing have I
Lost today.

Your Monster
And for you fears
You'll always find
A name by which
Your sights to blind.

In You.

You

From my perch I watch,
You.

My piercing eyes follow,
You.

My hunger grows for,
You.

I am a Hunter of,
You.

Within my mind I hear,
You.

I leap down and frighten,
You.

I peer deep into,
You.

I know the dreams of,
You.

I see the thoughts of,
You.

I live far beyond,
You.

 I am the Darkness,
Not you.

I am the Horror,
Not you.

I am the Monster,
Not you.

And yet..
You see yourself stare,
At you.

The Dark Knight

I feel the eternity in my back
And the years passing by
I don't care about the World
Or the weight of these years inside me

I can feel my power growing
As the dusk murders the day
And as the darkness of all
World Turns into my own...

I wake up every night
Feeling the night inside me
I'm the darkness I'm the evil
I can't run away of my sin

It's burning taste on my throat
Keeps giving me pleasure and pain
My innerself cry in despair
As my tears fall as rain...

The Devil is my Lord
The Evil is my soul
The shadows are my haven
My feelings are cold as stone

As my heart cracks down in blood
And this wound that hurts me so bad
Feel my eyes reaching the unknown
And the cold touch of Death

Lady Death, my sweet lady
Give-me your so wished bless
Let me lie in your arms
Let me get my rest

But I know I can never rest
Through out eternity I roam
Hiding in shadows breeding in madness
I'm the reaper of Souls...

Legacy

Everything turns pale before blood...
Blood means Life,even for the Undeads...
No desire can be stronger, no pleasure is more intense
Nothing is so warm and so sweet as this mortal fluid...
We've grown monsters...

Nothing can keep the Beast locked, when he wanders for blood
No one can imagine the terror and the pleasure of the kill...
We must act like monsters to not become monsters...
But the Beast waits patiently, because he knows we belong him...

We once feared Death, and now, that we overpowered it
We wish to die more than any human...
The time is our only friend, it will slowly freeze our feelings
And break our hearts...

Trust nobody, everyone can betray us, even ourselves...
As you read it, my Child of the Night, know that you are just like me
Stare at your last dawn, my breed, because the sun will nevermore
Warm your tears again...

No heaven waits for us at the end.... if there's an end...
No mercy and no forgiveness...
And if only Hell shall be our home, what will be if there is just
no Hell ?

Don't pray tonight, my child, now, the same darkness who cursed us
It's our only salvation...
We are the Evil, not for who we are, but for what we are...
No prayers for the dying , no hope for us...

Agony is the scrypt for my requiem, written in blood , in
Black velvet pages...
And shall be yours too...
This is my Legacy for you, my son, the curse of my life, my unlife...

And now, no more life runs through your veins
Forgive me please... it's too late to say goodbye...too late...
Everything turns pale before blood...